me,myself and i

2006-07-12T05:32:00.000-07:00

iloveyou.really loveyou!
sighs.wad to do?i'm scare of you,AW FANGXIN!
today cried fer her,oso dunno why.maybe its cos i scare bahs.
listen that songs then i want cry lerhs.i love square heart so much.
sighhs..want go out with u on sat,but u cant.sadded larhs.where to go then,ask lang them out again then we go chiong.WOW!i love all this fun.just so shiok.i miss ahlang. (x

today jason told me the truth liaos worhs.haha.so now i know lerhs then can help you,hor brother?

HK just rocks larhs.i love all my brothers larhs.BROTHER'S ROCKS! HKHK CHIONG ARH CHIONG..

i miss you.sighs.should i wait?LMZ (heartbroken)

2006-07-09T04:46:00.000-07:00

so sians.on friday had a fun day with all my kor's and bro! ahlang,ahhong,lester,arron.lorraine,jason,ahxiang.all brother yeah.
haha=) ahlang want me in 21 derhs hk.but ahhong kor say must go ask ah bao they all first.
ahlang so cute larhs,still as lame as ever.played basketball and think almost all skills back liaos bahs,just that now im not that zhun and last time.aiming fail liaos larhs.but nvm,i can be like last time derhs.

i love my FANG XIN baobei.sahe's so so so cute larhs.haha=) nxt time got dai ji rmb must call kor kor hor! haha=) who dare bully my baobei who jiu die lorhs.dun dare lay an finger on her!
i love FANG XIN! (x

imissyou greatly.carn go out with you oso.sighs.when?time getting lesser and lesser,shorter and shorter!tell me wad to do plz.iloveyou you so much.leemeizhu.

2006-07-05T06:52:00.000-07:00

stop being so irritating larhs.im sick and tired of it!get lost man!!! haiis.

2006-07-01T04:08:00.000-07:00

heys i'm here to blog again..been long time since i blog again..

alot of thing have been happening.
such a long holiday and i had fun with my friends.with you espically.
had the farewell for u guys on the last week of holiday on the friday.
played with you then after in the nites something happen,had a quarrel.
its between fiona and meizhu cum charlotte!
sigh..quarrel and quarrel all becos of my stupid phone.ass larhs.
sians.but after that still its okays liaos.
then after that i kanna scolded by that fucking ms lim,saying that i brought charlotte they all to jacinta's house.like i want to bring them liddat lorhs.they wan come i can stop them arhs?
hell larhs..asshole!

skol starts lerhs and i'm starting to get close to dexter and all.arron,renyi,all dose ppl whom i use to mix with last time,will i become bad again?think i will lorhs.sighhs.now i just wanna play basketball,my interest back again,cos everytime play with gary,lester,arron they all after skol.
sighs.

made one new friend,vera!haha=)she said she was afraid of me the last time when i dunno her.lame right?i oso dunno why lorhs,even she oso dunno,hor?haha=)yeah,happy to know you,and dun care about wad ppl say about you larhs,just do those things u like to and just be happy!dun needa care about dose ppl around saying things about you cos they got nothing to do that's why.yupps,so,must always be happy okays?! DAO KIA! wakakas(x
vera<33

i just wanna spent more time with you!but i dun think i can,i'll try my best to.imissyou greatly.
i miss you my little pig,xiaozhu.

2006-06-13T00:44:00.000-07:00

sigh.been busy this few days.and i'm damn fan arhs.fuck lorhs.so many things have been happening on me!?why me..arghh..i cant stand everything and anything that's happening around me now..even a single r/s i oso cant handle.i suck larhs.this few days,everyone not happy.but at least i know that i'm happy when u are around,when u are der for me.sigh.if i've known u earlier,will i be happier and be tgt with u now?will i?sigh.wait..maybe this is the only thing i can do know.i just know that,now,i love you.doesnt matter wad.but after that day,i know that my feeling start to go to u,my heart start flying to you.but maybe we're impossible.sigh.im useless.really useless.my feeling keep changing.sigh.wad can i do?wad can i do to make everyone happy about everything.no one is perfect,neither am i.and know,biggest problems lies with my family members,sigh.why carn they just understand.i carn control this kinda things,maybe its just that at this age,ppl will change.and maybe one day i'll turn st8 and maybe i will not.who noes.sigh.but know,i really dunno.i love who?i got 3 here.but 2 is att.and the other one,i dun think i stand a chance.sigh.maybe i'll just concentrate on the new one bahs.cos no one knows wad will happen.sigh.i'll wait fer you.iloveyou

do i still love you?i do,the feeling is just as great as how it is last time.but i'm trying to forget.
imissyou lots. -->zhu<--

2006-06-05T06:15:00.000-07:00

FUCK OFF LARHS! kao's.wad did i do.i really dunno.when i cared fer you,u said i didnt care.wad u expect me to do?loving you,am i at fault?u dun have to avoid me,i know wad to do.i'll just get a damn out of ur life.but i just wanna be friends with,i did nth wrong,i didnt do anything which will hurt u,irritate you,did i?yeah,maybe i did.i keep msging you.right?and u dun reply.u like that kinda feeling.haiish.maybe i should just fucking hell get away frm you.FUCK LARHS.JuSt wad did i do?if i really do anything wrong,i hope u tell me.and scold me.and i swear i'll scold u bck.haiish.i try to tahan everything u do to me,yeah,maybe nth must.but just ur attitude is really enough.haiish.i really dunno wad i can do now.try carrying on with my life without u around.cos its obvious i dun stand any chance.haiish.but i,just wants to love you.nth wrong with it bahs.but just why u must avoid?haiish.i hate you.not you,but the other you.
fuck u both.if u dare,just admit it and i'll get a fucking hell lost.

wad to do?i really dunno.

FUCK OFF MAN! I JUST WANNA BE ALONE.

2006-06-04T05:04:00.000-07:00

today talk to you about me and you.haiis.was really really sad.but now u know the reason.and i was crying,when typing those things which i wanna say.didnt say out all.but yeah,i feel beta bahs i think.and u said u two were not tgt.but somehow,i still dunno wad to believe.haiis.sorry that i left u out.it was my fault.cos at that time,i really didnt know wad to do.haiis.that why i decide to just keep quiet and walk away.i'm really sorry.but now,i know that u care about me too!only that its not as much as i were.cos u werent the same feeling as i had.cos my feeling fer u is real.but u only treat me like a friend.but its okiies i guess.haiis.just wanna be by ur side forever like how i were before i left u the last time round.its really my fault,i admit.i shouldnt be so flirt.now.only think of YOU and nobody else.no more saying of giving up.know u didnt ask me to wait for u,and i know too,that i wont ever have a chance,but still,i decide to wait.since it already have been so long,no different to me anymore.i just want to be close with u,that's all.can it be done?i just simply love you no matter wad other ppl say bout you.i just simply love the attitude u.

i.l.u ---> miss meizhu <--- i.m.u

2006-06-04T05:01:00.000-07:00

on the 1,2,3 of june,had chalet at sentosa with my classmate and oso friends.haha.had lots of fun.espically with dexter.haha.only know him on the first day of chalet and know wad,we've became brothers.find him really an interesting guy.haha.had fun with all of u.thanks buddy!

i miss you.when those day i didnt contact u,i really miss you.haiis.

2006-05-28T06:08:00.000-07:00

.. tomorrow ur chinese paper start lerhs.must jiayou okiies?
bck in singapore yesterday.haish.so bored larhs.couldnt sleep all night there,wad missing u really much.wad can i do?i'm so so bored larhs.and i really miss u alot.didnt msg u or call u or wadever derhs.scare later u mugging then i disturb u then u angry.so didnt do anything.haish.having fever now.dunno why.headache,stomachache,wadever ache larhs.dun feel like goin fer trg tmr.if not well then maybe not goin trg tmr liaox.haish.

i miss you really much.
wanna do something foolish this time!but know u wont allow!but do u even care?i'm so hurt!
i love you!

2006-05-24T05:34:00.000-07:00

yeah,tmr goin overseas lerhs.haish.
dunno why lehs,think my attitude really change.why?wad happen to me man.but im still liddat loving you.iloveyou.

nowadays dun have the mood to blog.dunno why.maybe just too much things happening to me bahx.i'm sad.

i.m.u.z.h.u.

2006-05-22T02:11:00.000-07:00

yesterday wwnt out with weiru and meizhu.haish.so bored larhs at first.was so sianx larhs when with her! didnt talk much.haish.sad larhs.dunno what happen.then yesterday was really pissed.dunno wad happen to me.then after that when taking neo's with weiru.haha.so fun larhs.took three times.haha=) so nice.next time let u all see the neo's.

miss you so so much.haish.guess we really cant be like last time anymore! its really hurts when i think of u and her! haish.or should i just stop trying!! i hate this kinda thinking! but cant help it.
.i.l.u.z.h.u.

2006-05-20T06:39:00.000-07:00

tomorrow my birthday lerhs.but its like so bored larhs.haish.want u out lehs.but u gotta study for ur exam,bored larhs.haish.i'm so sad.nevermind larhs.i've to be patient and wait for you.
today went around singapore with jiayu,so happy! thankx daddy fer accpompanying me!! iloveyou daddy!! father and son forever yeah?muackx.

i miss you,you you and only you.

2006-05-19T05:01:00.000-07:00

so long never post liaox.haish.was busy larhs.playing mahjong the past few days at home.wanna go out with u larhs.birthday coming liaox.but its seem nothing to me!wad are u gonna give me?i just wan u.haha=)told u this.wahhahha.hmmm,i want u out with me on sun!!then tmr goin out with jiayu bahx.on wednesday,its e-learning day,went out with jaemeng two of us alone to watch movie,when the stranger core.haha.so scary larhs.then i keep shouting.alamak larhs,she sit der like no reaction liddat derhs but me lehs,shout and shout.then when go home wanna sleep that time dun dare to sleep,keep thinking of the people.stupid larhs.walua.ahaha=)than today went to PS with jiayu(daddy)jaemeng(meimei) and weiting(mummy),we behave like what liddat lorhs.keep laughing and talking like no body business liddat.so funny.but i enjoy.daddy goin out with me tmr.go escape!!!! yeah man.so long never go liaox.still remember last year we go there play bowling.

wanna ask u go escape with me oso,but u cant play this game.so sad!but it okay.i want you.i miss you real lots.iloveyou.

2006-05-16T06:13:00.000-07:00

sadded! plz dun cut my dear! haish. dun ever start doin that again.i mean it.i'll really cry derhs lorhs.haish.dun larhs.can u like just tell me wad happen,know you wont.but,haish,just dun larhs.i'm really begging you lorhs.haish.
play game with u want win u oso cannot.haish.later scare u angry,then make ur % drop then i die! haish.nvm larhs.since i'm higher then u let u win its okay derhs.haish.i really miss you.just wanna celebrate my birthday with you,can i?haish.i'll be waiting fer you.i miss you,iloveyou.

.i.m.u.z.h.u.

2006-05-15T01:35:00.000-07:00

.. today in school bang dao meizhu then my third hole very pain lorhs.haish.i shouted then squat in the canteen larhs.haish.then after that when i'm goin home oso saw meizhu,then still chase me!what the heck larhs.but very fun lehs.haha.like crazy liddat run.somemore i'm sick.then still beat me after recess.pain lorhs.haha.nvm larhs.use to it lerhs.haha.everytime bully me derhs.haha=)joking,she's not so bad.hmmm,then today type one super long msg,thinking of whether i should send u,but think better dun bahx.haish.sad larhs.waiting fer your present.i'm happy! hope you are,and u are LAME! haha.everytime say i lame.wher got larhs.haha.i love you... ...

.P.I.G.

miss you lots,but what can i do.just stand aside and wait fer you,seeing the way u smile will make me feel beta.at least u let me know that u're happy.iloveyou.

2006-05-13T22:33:00.000-07:00

haish.sad!i miss you so much larhs.can't go out with you,think u also dowan bahx.what happen to you!haish.please dun be sad can?i'm really worried.what happen?haish.just wants u to be happy.i'm afraid htat one day,i'll not get a try to talk to you,not getting to gong u anymore.haish.just want you to lead a happy life,but,haish,u're not.what can i do.i dunno.maybe i shouldnt do anything bahx.shouldnt care so much about you bahx.haish.its just make me even sad and even worried.dun care about is the best,so that i wont know what happen to you and get worried.haish.sad!what can i do to make you happy.i just feel like crying.crying in the rain.maybe it'll make me feel beta bahx.when can i see u happy again?when..please smile.
iloveyou and i need you too.

i.l.u.z.h.u.

2006-05-12T05:41:00.000-07:00

today played mahjong the whole day,went to my friends house at hougang early the morning.cried on the bus and mrt! haish.i'm,keep thinking about you and can't stop the tears from falling down.i told myself that i've to be strong,learn to be strong.how can a bung keep crying right?emily ever scold me about this thing,bth me.sad.but what can i do,when comes to crying this thingy,no one can compete with me.want me cry straight away,i can.haish.sad.then my aunty asked me,how much i wanna still,i said alot alot.coz i really want i really wish and i really dowan to leave here.haish.wad can i do! darling,help!! haish.. imissyou.that's all i can say lerhs.

2006-05-11T05:49:00.000-07:00

haish.what can i do to stop my mum from sending me to shanghai?what done is done,she oso didnt say it to me,but think i'm gonna prepare.will i be so good and follow her there just like that? haish. i rather die off then goin shanghai with her can?if really goin there with my mother,please prepare to come to my funeral then.haish. yeah,i cant do anything to stop my mother frm stopping me frm skol and bring me other place,but will i be happy?will i?they doesn't think of my feeling.so what if i follow then,i will just give them black faces and then they will start nagging at me and scolding me again,what's the point.fcuk.i hate my family.i hate myself the most.why must i be born,i keep asking myself,if they dun give birth to me,will i be like this now,fail in everything.fuck larhs.i seriously hate myself,cant i just go and die and then i dun needa worried about you anymore,isnt it better then my situation now?if really i'm gonna go there,i just wish to have one last huggs of urs and seeing you the one last time,will you be there?just one mins of special memories,i'm also happy.but think u will scold me bahx.haish.can i and will i?i dun wanna leave,dun wanna leave here,dun wanna leave you and the rest of you,all my friends.maybe you all will say i deserve it bahx.haish.FCUK! i hate myself.i SUCKS! FION SUCKS! SOMEONE HELP ME! I NEED HELP! I NEED YOU! IMISSYOU.

miss you for who u are,love you for whose you arh,i miss you,really miss you alot and alot.just wants u alone.and its enough for me.know its difficult and its impossible,but i'm still willing to wait.till i really jump off and die,till one day i lost my memories,i will always remember you.the one i love,the one i need. hEaRtbR0kEn

ILOVEYOU,IMISSYOU

2006-05-10T05:30:00.000-07:00

i'm so happy today!today after school,weiru msg me!ask me to go out coz she finish her exam lerhs.so happy larhs.haha=)had fun with kor kor today! and i love the neo's the most.so shuai larhs.hor?hmmm,long time never go out lerhs.walk the whole orchard then found heeren cause wanted to take neo's very much.stupid larhs.so dumb,long time never walk orchard lerhst then forget wher it is.haish.stupid right!talk alot today,so happy!haha=)kor kor first one ask me out liaox lehs.actually wanted to find meizhu derhs,but,haish,so sad larhs. sadded sadded sadded! hope next time can go out with kor kor more often.love her lots!!
somemore today whole day never see you,u never some skol,so bored larhs.no mood for everthing,then anyhow,and i'm gonna fail my SCIENCE for sure!think failing art oso,never do my preb work,only the final piece.haish.can prepare to go shanghai lerhs.and this thingy abt leaving sin only emily know!haish.sad! i dowan to leave!!!

xD valerie darling dun angry!! haish! i got study lorhs.but jez that i really dunno how to do!! haish. darling dun angry lerhs.i treat u eat chocolate alritex??make u grow fat fat!! haha=)

still,i'm misssing you every minutes and seconds.can't stop missing you!
iloveyou xD

2006-05-09T00:49:00.000-07:00

=( wanted to let you go,this thinking of mine keep appearing in my dreamx,in my everything.i tried before and really almost let go of you ana almost forget you.but still,just that day when we were playing made my feeling for you came back again.i thought of the past,and how we use to play and laugh and joke,ths really hurts me,hurts me alot and alot!i keep thinking,is it really worth just leaving you liddat after loving you for so long?i still decided to love you!am i silly?yes!that's what everybody say i am!at the previous time,i found another love and at that time,i really love her!haish.but soon after that,i forgotten her and went bck to u.am i doin the right thing.im not!i really hate myself.hope people will hate me!and point out everything that i've done wrong to me!going bck loveing her will make more people sad.like her!!she's sad and felt angry with me bahx.but its okay!! haish.
i promise.

you are my only love,now and forever! i swear this 8 words to you! this will never change!

2006-05-07T23:58:00.000-07:00

haish.so bored! today had english paper one and history test! gosh larhs.my history goin to fail fer sure man! die liaox lorhs.die larhs.

gave meizhu a bar of kinder bueno today!haha.and she scolded me cause yesterday i slept very late!beat me lorhs.and she herself oso lorhs.piangx.she her own slp so late still say me! slept at 2 plus yesterday.flip here and der but still i cant go to slp.haish.dunno wad happen and tears jez fall frm my pathetic little eyes.hell larhs.sorry darling,but i jez cant stop crying.haish.know maybe i've really think too much lerhs.haish.dun wish to cry but cant help it!coz i really miss u alot alot!

looking at the pages of my lifes faded memories of me and you,mistakes i know ive made a few.ive waited all my life to cross the line between you and me.but should i just let it go?i really dunno.i can't let u go,no matter how hard ive tried.i tried fer many times,but times and times again,i failed.tell me wad to do somebody!someboyd just helped me!i cant stand the pain.why must this happen to me!but no matter what,since i've decided to love you,i shall persist all the way till the end.love you all the way,without even saying give up.but sometimes its just hurts too much that i cant say i dowan!it hurts,really really hurts!i need help,i need the killing pills to solve this great impact,this great pain!i need it!the answer lies between me and the lovable you!all i need is you!i'll just have to wait.that the only thing i've to do.pretend that all this things did not happen!dowan to see you and her together being this close.i just have to pretend i sees nothing.but can i do that?can i ever pretend?i cant!but when i sees the smiles on ur face,maybe i will smiles,and only you can make me happy.i need you! iloveyou!

i need you,zhu (x

2006-05-07T06:25:00.000-07:00

haish.today so sad! saw u and her photo again! cant stop thinking so much.dunno wad happen,but cant control my tears frm falling down.cant even study today larhs.really no mood larhs.but its okay bahx.at least till got play game with u!hehex=) hell larhs u.trash me today!yeah..coz really no mood! haish.sad.saw ur pic in friendster.then saw cuts.tears almost drop down.tml ur paper at 11. haish.cant meet u in the morning lerhs.but nvm.i wait fer u after ur paper.still can see u.and u want kinder bueno!!haha=) i got 6 packet.eat till i fat lorhs.my maid bought 3 fer me and my uncle oso bought 3 fer me! so good right?passing you some!haish..so bored larhs today at home!!haish. keep crying.tml dun think can concentrate well in exam.HISTORY SURE FAIL DERHS LORHS. HAISHHH.

IMISSYOU SO SO SO MUCH.I NEED YOU SO MUCH! haish.. i want u so badly!

love you always.will be forever waiting!

2006-05-06T05:21:00.000-07:00

hmmm.busy this few days! was mugging fer my papers! haish.really tired.didnt liddat study fer long lerhs.haish.think i will get crazy lorhs.last time liddat study till i run away frm home!dun feel like studying anymore!but cant.must work and take care of my dear mum.few more papers to go! think my history and math gonna fail like siaox liaox lorhs.i dun understand any!! how? stupid algebra cause me headache lorhs.FCUK! haish.hmmm.but still gotta study larhs.i must work as hard as u.
promise my darling to do well derhs.so i must do well.at least pass can liaox larhs.

DOWAN TO TALK TO THAT STUPID KEVIN ANYMORE LERHS.WAD KINDA KOR IS THAT?SOMEONE TELL ME! FINE THEN! LOSE A KOR LIKE YOU WONT DIE DERHS.

think im gonna grow fatter and fatter lerhs.since last week haven been excising.haish.wad the hell larhs.then still keep eating kinda bueno.cant stop eating it.somemore my aunty and uncle keep buying fer me!wad the hell larhs.hmmm.nvm.after exam gonna train like hell lerhs.hope u still will come fer training.u said maybe u will come.come larhs.haha=)

must study hard lerhs.cannot play liaox.really must work hard lo! after exam on friday i wanna enjoy!
going my aunty's friends house to play mahjong! yeah man.i'm so happy! today call me ask me go derhs.but sry cant.haish.

darling jiayou and study hard wor!ur paper end 2 days earlier then mine!jiayou.after that u will not be like now so stress le.dun wanna see u liddat! haish. and u always have headache derhs.haish.dunno wad to do.cant do anything.jez liddat lorhs.miss ya!

------->miss you so much!haish.but didnt wan to disturb u! -uoyevoli-

ahboy misses EVERYONE!
SMILES=)

2006-05-04T05:41:00.000-07:00

tomorrow exam start le.and i'm like not yet reading anything larhs.how?but tomorrow its chinese so dun needa read.haish.i'm so so sad today! cry in class when Ms Er came in and said that its the last lesson.cause we're having GEO after exam lerhs.haish.sad='( then i cry and ms er saw it.ask me why and dun believe i cried cause of her!haish.tears jez drop down my eyes and i cant stop it.no mood le.then dun feel like doin anything when gary,lewster,beverly they all are having fun doin magic and joking.i'm jez sitting der crying.haish.i'm so sad.hope the time stops at 11.59 today.and hope to spent the last one minute with her alone.i'm so crazy larhs.haish.
today david gave my a bar of chocolate! wootx=) so happy larhs.haha.find that he's really cute lorhs.yeap.thankx david.haha.hmmm..and my valerie darling is sick.she say she no sound lerhs.sound like a guy.haish.feel sad fer u darls.but wad can i do! drink more water wor! and she asking me to drink more water when i dun want and dun like.haha.having headache and flu.
today PONED that stupid MR JACKSON NG'S d&t class and he got bck to the class and check.haha.funny larhs.we were brought down to the general office.stupid bloody hell larhs he.wah piangx.lucky is the last d&t lerhs.dun wanna see him.his present make me wanna puke larhs.oh gosh.we were standing outside the general office then there were six of us! GARY,LESTER,DONOVAN,IZZUL,BEVERlY and ME! the six of us were like still laughing all along larhs.then were brought up to the staff room by MR SINGH.he canned the four guys.and its like OH MY GOD larhs can.pain lehs.then MR SINGH say to me and beverly,luckily u were not boys..if not..then we oso will be canned lerhs.lucky lorhs i can say.but we got two demerite point.haha.yeap.then jez liddat lorhs.got nothing lehs.i got more then 17 demerite point le and they didnt suspand me!

meizhu must jiayou wors! every test u say difficult.must work hard lo.today she got physic paper.say itz difficult wor! haish.nvm larhs.she still can derhs.coz i believe in her! iloveyou.

thankx to the few of my CLICK7 members! i love you all! but not the two of u! can say i HATE you!

2006-05-02T05:14:00.000-07:00

hmmm..today is like such a funny days fer me larhs.haha=)today in class together with the FOUR of us again! dunno wad medicine did we ate! all crazy..laugh and laugh non-stop! even that stupid MRANG ask wad wrong medicine we eat.sad! i FAILED my math CA1 larhs,onli got that pathetic 22 plus %! haish.but i pass my this test.jez passed! got 14/25.but okay larhs.this is the fifth test and this is jez the secong test i pass.haish.really gotta failed le.but meizhu say can derhs.ask me study hard then i can pull up all my marks! IS THAT POSSIBLE? haish.guess it'll be not bahx.haish.but i really hope i can lorhs.she say i HAVE TO PASSED! haish.how?somebody help me! valerie today oso scold me! haish.still say,u dun passed i dun go out with you lerhs! how am i gonna face them?cannot..must really buckup liaox! GOTTA START STUDYING LE! FIONTAN! =// help!
after that went home to 'orh orh' slp like a pig liddat.never touch any of my books till now.wad am i really gonna do! die liaox larhs.haish.then after that when me aunty came bck home! she SMACK my ass then say i'm like fire liddat.so hot! say i got fever! haish.then i quickly wake up then say wanna go her house print the project work thingy.then she say dun need.tml dun allow me go skol.cannot larhs.i wanna go skol see u derhs.what more tomorrow u got exam lehs.tomorrow she got english and math paper 1 wor! darling jiayou lehx.and i've promise her to work hard.haish.must at least pass all then let her see marhs! hor? so happy today,was msging with VALERIE.keep asking me to go see doctor.wah piangx.naggy like dunno wad larhs.like my grandmother! opps..sry darling! hmmm..everybody ask me to rest at home first.how?should i jez stayed at home?
haha=)today after my history went to the library to find YUELI.then wilson and that stupid bitch(david)der.disturb them coz they slping in the library.PIG LARHS.haish.then wilson did something really funny.he ask MARCUS to take the barcode frm the book.then try if it will it will have the beepbeepbeep sound if the person liddat go out.then me and marcus tried.we stick the barcode onto our shoe then walk out.dun have the beep sound coz cannot sense.then MARCUS go kick here kick there then suddenly got the beep sound.so funny larhs.we keep laughing and laughing.like hell larhs.then everybody look at us.so embarassed larhs.haish.then that ms ebbie come find us.then she oso got laugh abit larhs after hearing what wilson say.haish.cant stand him lorhs.everytime come up with this kinda stupid idea.yeah..today was quite a wonderful day.thankx to WILSON,MARCUS.

i miss you so so much! hope to see u everyday! wants you to be part of my life! hope i can be part of ur life too! miss you darling! iloveyou.

wanna be myself.i dowan to be force.i hate this world.i hate it! lifes fuck up! haish.why this happen to me! i wanna die! i dun wanna live anymore!

------>i miss you too much! i really need you! ='(

2006-05-01T04:23:00.000-07:00

thankx daddy fer helping me with my blog! iloveyou daddy,muackx!

haish.today suck fer me!woke up early in the morning jez to go my stupid uncle house help my brother to take his schoolbag der! wth larhs.haish.after that went to eat breakfast,stupid larhs,itz was like damn long waiting fer the food.and im still not full! think im growing fatter and fatter liaox larhs.

after that went home,bathe and then started to do my work.haish.was thinking,alone at home,dun study oso nobody will know!hahas=)okay larhs.but im not that bad larhs.i blast techno in my room with the aircon on,then started studying and goin online.cant concentrate,so didnt study when was online.but after that i did larhs of coz.me so kuai,how can dun study?..know i very bhb larhs.but dun mind.

when online,was gaming with MEIZHU.hahas=)yeah.then won her with that mindsweeper game,and now im ADDICTED to it.thankx to you too darling.i'm now a pro liaox lorhs.can even win hwa le.hahas=)no larhs.jez tyco derhs bahx.

after that,find ppl to play with and catherine played with me!so fun larhs.i laugh till i stomachache larhs when playing with her!and got lotsa songs now,thankx to cat.hehex=)she send till she no more song to send me liaox lorhs.hahas=)

then today talk to my idol,VALERIE.she cheer me up man.and im so happy! we played the tagging game!ask me to tag her blog.then she keep blushing.oh gosh man.nevermind larhs.i will train her derhs.then next time she wont so easily blushed le.and guess wad?idol becomes my DARLING.hahas=)so happy!yeah.but my this darling very bz derhs.suffers so much in sss.training and training.darling,my heart pain lehx.haish.since u said u're okay,then okay lorhs.i'll always be here fer you.LOVE MY VAL DARLING TOO!

tml meizhu's exam start liaox wor.haish.darling must jiayou kkies?ill always be here fer ya de.alritex?must jiayou kkies?hope u score well and do well in it.all the best darling.i'll always be loving you like the way i do now! iloveyou(''v'')

----------->i sucks.fcuk up! i hate myself!

always be loving you no matter wad happen.no matter who u're with!i jez love you!